
Bless whoever runs these Twitter accounts.
For those who need context in regards to my tree topper: Very First Christmas.

“A star on the top will complete all the scenery!” “This Christmas feels like the…” “…very first Christmas to meeee!”
I’m compiling a list of clothing and accessories Big Time Rush have worn (with links when possible). I will be adding more as time goes on, so keep checking back every once in a while! And feel free to send requests and/or links if you find items yourself. Hope this is helpful! :)
OMG, ALMOST FORGOT. BTR said their third album will hopefully drop in January. Also, after “Big Time Returns” on June 25th, they should be airing new episodes every Monday from then on. Oh, and they’re calling it Big Time Mondays. LMFAO.
Dressing in Middle Eastern garb, Pantsless Wednesday, Carlos putting a cricket in his mouth, now horseback riding in Palm Woods Park?! The new season only started filming a week ago… I’m scared, you guys! HOLD ME.

Jen texted to remind me that E! has a KCA red carpet special, and then @waitingforthismomenttoarise is at the KCAs watching the arrivals, and she said she took pictures of Kendall for me. (She doesn’t even like BTR, this is big!)
It sounds stupid and childish that I’m getting excited over this, but the littlest things always mean the most to me. You guys. I just want to hug everyone right now. I’ve needed a pick-me-up with everything that’s been going on lately, and to know I have such thoughtful friends means so much. :)

I finally fucking voted… the day of. I felt like I was betraying my boyfriend and his best friends if I didn’t. But, seriously, is this a joke? Did I even have to? If BTR doesn’t win, our world will most certainly meet its demise this December.
and they just played City Is Ours by Big Time Rush. TREASON. Hahahaha.
Carlos and Kendall talking to Celebuzz about Nicole Scherzinger’s Don’t Hold Your Breath
HAHAHAHAHAHA. The sad part is that it’s so true.
It just feels right. I was saving up to buy a handbag, but that seems a bit pointless now. Music is such a huge part of my life, and seeing BTR live really evoked memories of what made me fall in love with music in the first place. I’ve been to more gigs over the years than I can remember, but for some reason BTR sparked something new in me.
One reason for my sudden love and desire to see them again, I think, comes from the fact that the guys and I are the same age. Seeing others similar to myself succeed highly makes me want to challenge and raise my own goals and ambitions.
Secondly, they really went above and beyond my expectations. I went alone to the show (although I did text obscene things to some people, haha), so I actually had the opportunity to just watch them perform. I rarely let myself do that as I always get caught up in the craziness, and it meant a lot. They had so much stage presence, and they genuinely looked like they were having the time of their lives up there. I felt like I was a teenager again, like nothing could go wrong. I didn’t notice anyone or anything else, my attention was completely focused on them and the music.
It was only after I got home that I realized how much I missed feeling so carefree. I’m such a self-conscious, self-deprecating type of person that it’s hard for me to feel like anything is ever truly okay. And as cheesy as it sounds, in that moment, I swear I was alive for the first time in a long time.
———————————This post really wasn’t supposed to turn into what it is. But, I’m kind of glad it did. I don’t care if you hate Big Time Rush or think boybands are stupid. It’s less about that than the idea that music can do so much more than be listened to. It can change your perspective on things (not just pertaining to music), and it can make you feel emotions you thought were long dead.
I guess what I’m essentially getting at here is that I truly hope everyone gets to have an incredible experience like I did. You’ll know when it happens, because it just feels different yet absolutely perfect, like it was meant to be all along.